it's all over. hais.
im just in complete denial that it's over.
ONE MINUTE OF SILENCE FOR:

FRED WEASLEY
GEORGE WEASLY'S EAR
DOBBY
MAD-EYE MOODY
LUPIN
TONKS
DUMBLEDORE
SIRIUS


WHOLE LIFETIME OF CURSING TO
VOLDERMORT
BELLATRIX LESTRANGE
ALL DEATH EATERS
DAMN YOU.

i'm waiting for the movies & encyclopedias D:

Victoire is bill & fleur's eldest.

THUNDER - BOYS LIKE GIRLS

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder


i'm so addicted to harry potter now.
yesterday order of the phoenix was great.
my bro fell asleep at the starting lol.
i almost cried when sirius was killed.
the pain kinda possessed me
i dont know haha.
alright sleep early! :D

REPLIES TO TAGS:D

Wenkai: i ask him he never say anything.
clarkson: dad home le mah. anyway. thanks you :D
`xinyi: lol nvm its okay :D
mayee: haha finally. thank you :D cheer up okays. wadever it is. yeah they're crazy about their bear-theory.

today was boring.
i dont like.
the maths test was damn difficult.
lit test confirm fail.
hist test even more die.
hais. im screwed.
okay hais.

anw, i wanna thank CLOCK for burning the songs for me :D
yaye!
haha. now i listening can. i'll upload :D

i dont know why
this overwhelming sadness.
could be cause it is the last one
plus the movie yesterday.
im actually reluctant to let it go.
seems sucked up in fantasy.
unwilling to return to the reality.
only i felt this way.
must be because im a pathetic little creature.
so im feeling pathetic.
i'm actually reluctant to finish the book.
it seems that i've beeen dragged into this fantasy.
thinking about it every moment.
& when i am forced to go back to reality
this undescribeable fear overcomes me.
maybe im just being sensitive
oh wells. haha

DANCE HALL DRUG - BOYS LIKE GIRLS

Grown up
he just turned 16
Stuck in the moment
Dead at the scene
And it's on tonight
This is the life that you wanted, right?
So turn off all the lights
Dressed up just like a movie star
At all the parties they'll know who you are
Wouldn't it be great, to be fashionably late?
So why don't you wait, till you're sedated

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

Step in and you can lock the door
The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor
You could take a chance on finding romance
Now you're holding hands
But he's got other plans
Tick-tock, the clock is turning red
The room won't stop spinning and thoughts in your head
And it's too late
You feel like you're making a big mistake
You should've waited

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

Just wait love
Show 'em what you're made of

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

Do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

Do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

I never wanted to say this.
You never wanted to stay.
I put my faith in you, so much faith.
And then you
Just threw it away.
You threw it away

YAY. I LOVE PARAMORE
& THEIR RIOT! ALBUM.
listen listen listen!
it's down there! :D
MISERY BUSINESS ROCKS :D

ahha okayyy.
today was a bad day.
mdm poon didn't come!
then maths got test.
read yukai's notes before the test.
was okay lahhh.
i want yukai's tuition also! :D
haha recess laopo treated me :D
xiexie laopo! :D
then after that had vj.
damn lame.
chinese was err, fun? haha
lunch me and laopo drank nescafe! :D
we mo qi chao hao de.
haha. history was err lame?
haha. mrs raja keep calling wangcai YAMASHITA
haha. chao funnaye, wangcai keep cursing away.
lol. okay. then after that physics.
i understood! :D
& i found my list of watts thingy :D
three cheers to me! :D
after school went to bus stop with jam & ts
then on the bus there's this couple smooching lahs.
the girl lie on the guy's lap
then the guy like kissing her shoulder
imagine. eww. lol.
homed :D
tmr there's lit & history test.
& i only knew it today.
oh-so-great
cancelled my tuition session.
gonna mug later :D
im addicted to MISERY BUSINESS :D

REPLIES TO TAGS :DD

donna: hello haha. TABLEMATE! <3 color="#3366ff">Wenkai: lol why lehhh. he got say he like diya mehh lol
WENYA!: haha yeah nice haha your class a lot of milubing fans hor -.-
xuemiao: haha yeah i know you thanks for tagging ^^
-FION: haha love ya too! :D
daany: hello! haha linked ;D
clarclarksonkson: lol why u type your name liddat. wenkai said you did 0.o
Kuanlian: haha yeah. it rocks :D
Wenkai: oops. haha i changed it le. forgot about it ><

i know i shouldn't be having this feeling.

i don't wish to have it too.

but it's uncontrollable.

& making me feel jaundiced is like killing me.

please don't.

i hate to say this.

but i think you're just using it as an excuse.

you've wandered away before that

XIAODI! ;D

bro with diya

me with diya ;D

YOU KNOW.
LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN SO GOOD.
TWO GOOD THINGS IN A DAY.
UNBELIEVABLE!

okay okay. i shall explain.
last night burnt midnight oil.
read harry potter [soft copy]
2 chapters. thanks anjie for that! :D
then after that slept at about 2.30
woke up at 6. went out with mama & bro.
thank goodness some bitch was sleeping like a pig.
study till 3 plus. then my auntie wait for her.
okay forget that.
then pei-ed mama go market
buy meat, vege all that.
then mama bought a new pouch for me.
it's nice. i like it.
thank you mama! :D
haha. okay. then shared a packet of hot soya bean milk with bro.
then proceeded to my second auntie's house.
& i so totally love that cute little cousin of mine.
haha. so damn cute. the way he talks.
i should have took photo. next time i upload :D
then I HELD MY HARRY POTTER BOOK
AT 7.56 am. THIS MORNING.
OMG OMG haha!
so damn excited.
i was almost jumping.
my aunt bought it at $45 ;D
I PAID WITH MY OWN MONEY OKAYYY
I EARNED IT BY GIVING TUITION DE!
then we went to panjang de market.
bought lotsa stuff.
bought pocky! ;D
haha then bought lotsa titbits.
& lotsa pads :x
okay. forget that part.
then sent my auntie & cousin back.
then went to eat breakfast.
then homed.
was so damn tired i slept on the sofa.
mum ask me go bathe
then i woke up looked at her
then went back to sleep. lmao.
then she tried to remove my shirt.
so i jumped up immediately.
haha. then went to my room
supposedly to take my clothes.
but saw the bed.
so tempting.
so slept for another 15 mins.
then mama found me.
woke me up again of cos.
went to take towel
& slept again for 10 mins haha,
then finally went to bathe.
bathe out jiu use com le.
hahaha. so funny.
then just now mama ask me go the spc petrol station
donate the newspapers.
20 kg mannn.
then i got the cd! ;D
upload for u guys later.
& i heard diya sing live! ;D
haha omg she so chio.
or rather cute lahs.
carrie was there too!
then the reporter huang shuang xi
wanted to interview me
then i ran away.
then she interviewed my bro!
omgggg. i was like. *mouth-open*
then my sister wanted to return first
cos she has to do her homework.
cannot do will die de mah
okay. here comes the best thing...
WE TOOK PHOTO WITH DIYA!!!
okay okay. im still damn excited.
my sister dont have. neh-ni-neh-ni-poo-poo!
lol. okay im childish. i upload ;D
then we walked with her and carrie to the car.
then she waved us goodbye in the car.
haha so friendly lah her.
not like some super stuck-up celebrities.
hehs ;D
tuition session at 3 pm today.
with the two students ;D
REPLIES TO TAGS :DD

jzchen: haha yeah correct. you're the oldest. how's six pecs coming around? ;D & dont forget you owe me a movie ;D SECRET <3
MEWLENG: haha yeah removed. if not i also think ma fan.
Chucky: what joke he told? tell me tell me.
Kuanlian: haha thank you. i dont want care le lah. i'm okay de ;D just need to went off frustrations
clarkson: lol. no vulgarities lehhh. ><
yingxiang: haha thank you. i didn't expect you to visit. haha. i love you man. your birthday coming ehh? haha
macka: haha yup thank you. catch up some other time kay? hope you're doing fine in aus. haha
Chucky: lol dont so bad lah. clock is nicer :D vista rocks! ;D
clarkson: lol. tell me what joke lehs ><
i really love this shade of blue <3
i'm really craving for SECRET D:

&; you don't know how much i miss you

REPLIES TO TAGS:

[`cHeeZeR ]: haha okay hello cheezer. lol. haha yeah. more to come ;D
Chucky: mistaken think you really wanna strip lah. lol. he is bear meh. mayee calls him clock lehs. haha >< yeah. you're a DOLL omg haha.
alfredd-: haha helloo. i dont have bf okayyy. that person is green is just a friends lmao.
dawn: i replied le. look back the previous posts.

everyone has their down period.

& im having mine now.

im not always happy y'know.

i seriously think my sister sucks full-time.
even my brother agrees.
she doesn't even hold an respect for me.
hurtling hurtful insults after insults at me.
yeah right. so what if im fat.
i know that and im trying to lose weight.
i know im fat.
& fat people get a lot of illness.
& you saying that meaning you think i would be better off dead.
you think you have your psle.
i dont have my exams?
i have my cca
plus giving tuition.
your life is far better than mine.
im doing your share of housework for you all the time.
& you cant even let me on my fav song for a moment to relax.
that's your way of saying thank you?
i would rather you do nothing then.
you can have all these freedom at this age which i did not had
was all because i fought the right from daddy for you.
& not even a thank you.
but just cursing me to get diabetes, heart disease, skin cancer.
you name it, she has it.
sometimes you dont know how tired i am.
i never told you my problems.
& the moment i step into the house.
you start rattling off at me.
for heaven's sake, mummy & daddy dont even do that to me.
what right do you have?
tell me what right?
no fucking right that is.
i can do what i like.
don't need you to come and order me around.
i really wish i can rip off your ears.
those oh-so-sensitive ears which caused me so much trouble.
i dont need you to control my life.
& neither do i wish to control yours too.
you're just adding on to my never ending frustrations & problems.
you dont realise that do you?
looking back at those scars left by your scratching & beating.
it's really not worth it.
you're just a damnit spoilt girl
who cannot stand others not giving in to you.
a control freak who tries to control your siblings.
pathetic i would say.
you've got not enough attention ah?
must come and find fault with us when we didn't even comment on anything you do.
& rub it in when im getting scolded or sad.
it doesn't help you know.
i may keep mum about it
but that doesn't mean that im not angry or sad
it's just that i have no more energy to argue with you.
things at school is really crushing me dead
you dont have to do this to me.
i know you're damn embarrassed that you have a sister like me.
a total disgrace to you i know.
such a fat & ugly sister.
who seemingly cannot be compared to your beauty.
you dont have to tell others that im your sister.
i dont mind. i'll just keep away.
i never forced you to like me.
& you come to me begging for help whenever there's a problem.
& not even a thank you after ive help.
use my stuff, take them.
& i cant use them in school.
& when they finish, i have to restock up.
y'know i have really not enough money already.
by doing this, you're not spending any money.
thus u save a lot.
but stupid me spend them for you to use.
& have little savings at the end of the year.
& when daddy probes, it's because i eat a lot.
thus resulting in my humongous size
which you cant even stand.
my friends dont even say that to me.
& you do that.
it reminds me of the 9 pm show.
you speak ill of me in front of me.
i cant believe what you tell others about me behind my back.
but i dont care.
not anymore.
go on.
downgrade me.
humiliate me.
ostracise me.
criticise me.
insult me.
it's not like i haven't had it before.
it's just another meaningful thing for you to do.
i'm the devil & you're the angel.
angelic person on the earth
i used to think that families are always the ones there for you when you're not okay.
when you're at the verge of breaking down.
when the tears do not help anymore.
when the smiles have turned fake.
when making yourself busy doesn't make you forget things which you want to forget.
your pettiness & fucking attitude.
is gonna do you in eventually.
it will.
& i'll not help you.

YAY! so many tags :D
today just went tuition.
MY AUNTIE BOUGHT THE BOOK FOR ME!
OMG OMG OMG!
IM HAPPY SHIT! :D
GONNA PIA READING LE! :D
okay later going to teach tuition AGAIN.
but before that im gonna go jogging and stairs climbing :D
so that even if i dont lose weight.
i still maintain it at 55! :D
haha im so happy!
and lotsa tags to reply to :D


REPLIES TO TAGS :DD

ty: haha yeah happy. thank you :D
yi ling: hello darling. haha. you didn't reply my last message D: very sad meh. where got.
sokhian: haha hello :D
Kuanlian: haha i like she teach me to paint! :D she just lao tu lah.
clarkson: haha. yo! clock! hehs.
aa: hello. you are?
Jiawei: hello :D im fine of cos :D
chen jing: haha yeah you too jiayou for ct and eoy! :D will de.
Alien: you are lame. haha. i know i got tagged & nothing's up. LOL
xiujing: haha YO! :D
nicole: HELLOOOO! i do favours for you :D
huimin`1o9: haha yeah okay. linked.
huixin: haha I ALSO KNOW MAH ;P still got who -.-
Wenkai: i dont know. me and ruiqi special :D
clarkson: haha yeah okay thanks.
CHUCKY!: haha chucky! haha nice song eh. ELMO song lol. C IS FOR COOKIE! :D you are very disgusting leh. later other ppl mistaken lol. anw. CHUCKY KILLS MEN okayyy. haha. and chucky looks like a naked doll when naked lol -.- dont be disgusting can. >< i just ate lahhhh lol.
yx: haha its okay. thanks for tagging dear :D
jialat: haha yeah i know. i went to sleep right after that! hahas.
ca: haha yeah. you good boy mah. right? & yeah. finish the song :D
XIAODI: haha yay! WE ARE SMART ASS! :D XIAODI & XIAOMEI ROCKS! :D
guowei: hello :D
XINYING!: yoyoyoyo! u learn from me yo ppl ah haha.
[`cHeeZeR ]: haha hellooooo. fun meh? ><

im damn addicted to
THE GREAT ESCAPE! :DD
listen! it's under GRAMOPHONE :D

Dont's be sad;

/Cos i'll carry all the sadness

I THINK CHUA YILING IS DAMN CUTE!
haha <3
got msn dowan talk.
i talk in msn.
she reply on my tagboard. lol!
such a cutie. haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANGER & CIKGU! :D

hahas. today was plain boring.
morning had art.
i like the teacher!
compared to art lim of cos.
& my ping pong wall is nice de lorh! until i added the black D:
arghh. i dont care.
later try till i succeed :D
haha. okay. yup
so after that. PE
it was damn lame.
and darling's back hurt D:
aww. hen xintong larhs.
upper sec recess went to 'help' out at the henna making thingy.
only stand there see ppl walk past.
but get to pon lesson :DD
linlaoshi is nice today.
we got test. 1 hour.
all mcq :DD
i used half an hour finish then slept.
then ting xin wen
and wrote gan xiang.
then lunch.
ate with darl and clique :D
then english.
was nice & funny
geog was damn slack.
i didn't solve any sudoku today D:
kept making mistakes.
hais. then went to find mdm poon for geog test results.
my last question got full marks! :DD
6 marks. total is 21/30 :DD
hehs A2!
all those memorising helps :D
& i know i can still do better :D
then i pei-ed darl go central
she go see doctor.
dont know how liao.
hen xin tong. pain till she cant walk D:
hais. then homed
yay my auntie's treating me to harry potter movie.
on tues! :DD
plaza singapura.
haha!
& most probably i can go and buy THE HARRY POTTER BOOK TMR!
OMG OMG. SO EXCITED.
im gonna wake up at 6 am tmr! :D
i use my OWN MONEY
i EARNED IT from teaching tuition :DD
hehs. haha.
& i wanna watch jay chou's new movie!
it's coming out soonnnnnnn!
SECRET :DD
it is a touching LOVE story.
a forbidden one.

replies to tags :DD

maske: err. ?? ><
wangcai: HELLO! hahas. thanks for tagging :D



《不能說的秘密》

作詞：方文山 作曲：周杰倫
冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面
拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上依舊清晰可見

最美的不是下雨天
是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐
回憶的畫面
在蕩著秋千 夢開始不甜

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
又何必去改變 你說過的誓言
你用你的指尖 指示我說再見
想象你在身邊 在完全失去之前

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
或許命運的簽 只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片
要我怎麼撿

touching right? :D

& you know i'm not okay.

lalalala.
today was an okay-okay day
lilin! next time walk dont sleep lahs.
if not will fall down haha.
morning rally-ed
xiaodi so pro unlocked all :D
then had maths.
i didn't listen D:
was too engrossed in my sudoku.
i solved 4 today! :DD
okay haha.
anyway. so maths was lame.
then had pc.
did the cheer thingy.
seriously i think the cheer is great.
i mean the words fit in totally.
and the rhythm of it.
i guess we just gotta use our voice more.
gotta show`em that we are the greatest class :DD
we can do it de okayyy.
haha so recess.
as usual went oer to 211 table.
disiao-ed ppl. and i made a new friend!
zeqin! haha she very cute lahs.
no wonder pigong like her so much.
haha okay. so after that was chem.
wangcai push my hand. so pain lahs
yesterday rammed into the door D:
okay. i didn't really listen.
but i could do the chemical equation :DD
smart me:DD
haha then after that ts.
slacked also.
then lunch. swept the floor.
find gf. and assembly-ed
so lame lah please lorh..
but kinda nice. haha.
& that stupid lim lye sim.
ask ppl pass msg down.
in the end hai dao joel and jason kena maligned
that monster D:
chinese was lame.
i called my tuition teacher to ask :DD
hahas. he rocks man.
then after that sabar and chee came in to talk to us.
hais. i shan't say that part. i believe we all understood.
& yep. after that raja came in.
did lame stuff.
& fang-ed!
went down to eat.
& crapped with yaozhong and gang.
after that went for malay.
quite emo.
hais got a lot of test coming up.
history, malay, english, maths, chinese.
ahhh. damn.
okay then after the break i saw
a white specs gurl with her beau :D
haha. so funnaye.
kaizheng must be so sad lahs. haha.
okay is 4 guys must be so sad.
to be exact. haiyo
so sad right. haha.
then fang-ed from malay.
saw ZEQIN! the cute girl
she waved to me lorhs. so nice.
then we crapped.
then kaizheng and pigu came.
she not angry i call her pisao lorhs. haha.
which is a good thing.
haha then homed
waited for the damn bus for 25 mins can.
which is so freaking damn long.
im displeased with the service mannn.
damnit thing. barf D:
recently kinda not paying attention in class D:
dont know why
gotta buck up.
you can do it! :D

& anyway, let's have a class christmas partaye!
haha during christmas of course.
sabar pay for food
we pay for the rest. like the sprays all that :DD
haha how's that idea? :DD

replies to tags :DD

Wenkai: who ask you pon =P but wangcai gave u anyway. haha.
JINGYI: thank you thank you THANK YOU (:
JOAN: haha. it's okay. yeah rally rocks man :DD
Kuanlian: haha. i saw it :DD cheerios :D
dawn: lol. mei you meh? lol. relax lah. got a lot of days what.


大雨过后的眼泪
挂在充满回忆的橱窗
我却不想忘以往
那些心碎的心创

记忆是一个行囊
陪伴着我到世界流浪
我让悲伤都装上翅膀
再见了就不能倔强

该忘了你对不对
怕自己无法面对
无怨无悔把一切留给纪念
受过沉默的创伤
它会慢慢被岁月一片片填满
渐渐就习惯不再想
忘记曾经最痛的地方

该忘了你对不对
我应该坚强面对
学会遗忘不能像爱的挣扎
记忆会为我收藏那些美丽时光
为爱付出过的力量
带着爱去寻找幸福的希望

you know how i feel now

today was a fun day :DD
aircon's gone D:
morning open space was playing rally on mayee's phone
i got a bronze! :DD
and thus i got a kiss from mayee!
haha if i get silver, she will marry me!
omfg. so unbelieveable.
yup. anyway.
after that was physics.
got one ahsoh come in and scream at us
treat us like little kids.
and i dont understand pbl D:
heck care lahs.
then english was lame.
after recess maths.
A+0=A
wtf so lame can. of cos we know lah
then came,
A+B = B+A
-.-
then wangcai was super funny.
then during maths i started eating pocky.
and treated some to yijun, ruiqi and joel
yup. lit was boring shit.
wangcai got so pissed with me hahas.
& i know my tablemate's secret :DD
dont worry i wont spill it out :D
that's wad table mates are for :D
then before go enrichment.
weisong popped the damn thing behind me
and then i took another one and chased after him wanting my revenge.
he saw nia run until far far lorhs.
zzz. humji lorhs.
and i banged into the door.
now my arm the whole thing blueblack.
become starch positive zz
enrichment was okay.
that guy damn bhb.
cannot stand sia.
went to the stations.
i think the leg-binding one is really good
creative and bonds us together :D
then after that got one got sticker de.
i pasted on my shoes :DD
then i drew a butterfly-head-shape "human"
damn ugly haha!
then they gave goody bag and went for odac
cycling in the field
damn hard lah.
and i fell.
my fbt got white paint
cos the softball person painted the markings on the field just before that D:
one fbt lost.
my leg also blue black.
zzz. and then after that released
slacked and went home
:DD

replies to tags :DD
MEWLENG: haha okay lah not very sad. still can. yeah lorh u chao lame. ask and answer urself
huimin: thanks for tagging :D
JINGYI: HEY :DD thanks for tagging
jt: haha. thanks for tagging :D
jialat: thanks for tagging :D
jam: haha no problem. u like then can le :D got emo meh? 0.o
weijie: heyhey kor! thanks for tagging :D
XIAODI: haha okay pacifier it shall be :D u choose urself okay. we watch horror movie :D
mayee: NO PROB DEAR :DD u like jiu hao :D yeah lorhs. ntuc trolley also can (: HAH!
Wenkai: haha okay *honoured* xiexie ni :D you dont look like chucky lah. but that moment that expression really look like :D
Chucky: haha :D *ESCAPES~* =P

haha yay. my blog is getting liveier :D
& please comment about the skins leh.
in the previous post :D
tell me which one nicer.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYEE! <3

haha that lovely girl
morning i shouted happy birthday :D
hehs. then went back class
discovered that my class de aircon didn't off! :D
damn shuang.
so we enjoyed air con the whole day :DD
first music
was lame shit.
then had PE
assessment. damn fun
but dirty D:
haha anyways.
english after that was okay.
sabar gave out sweets :DD
such a darling :D
was reading teenage.
and there's this girl who use her mother's USED PAD
oh damn really. please lah.
bird-brained ah.
so disgusting & unhygenic.
& it's not like they have period on the same day.
omfg. this is so disgusting.
okay. back to the thing.
recess. sang birthday song for mayee.
she touched till cry ><
hahas. after recess cep.
sian. then history tcher come in relief.
we played hang man :DD
nornie-licious haha.
then after that lunch. slacked in class
then lit was damnit boring.
acc. haha chao funny!
i keep guailan wangcai.
cos nicole popped in at i-forgot-when.
and then of cos everyone was disiaoing him
and me being me disiao till the end of the day :D
hahas. okayy.
acc. the teacher sae "orh" 205 times in 25 minutes can.
omg. that's like so much.
i laugh till stomach ache.
yup. then after school
went with xinyi, xinting, chunyung
to lot 1. to shop for bday stuff.
xinyi very funny lahs.
she sat on the floor at the mrt platform.
then we reach le go eat.
then after that i bought an elmo for jam
and spongebob for mayee :DD
haha. elmo is shared by me maggie and yijun
spongebob is me, joel and fion :DD
hehs. then i met jam at cck mrt so i passed her the elmo.
hope she likes :DD
then homed.
went jogging.
dumb me drank a bottle of water right before i went.
so expected, stitch.
so i ran two rounds from one end to the other end and back :D
hehs. then climbed the stairs to 12th floor and down.
my training regime starts today i guess.
i dont like ppl saying me D:
i want jianfei!
and nixon is not as guailan as gs :DD
i think he's nice. hahas
okay. and chunyung damn dao.
and i know my jokes rocks :DD
haha. so sunday.
maybe going captain's ball thing.
but i want watch movie with xiaodi, mayee & yijun!
haha. i see first.
xiaodi! im gonna buy a pacifier for you :DD
or a pram :DD
should have bought that for mayee to push the xiaodi around :DD
okay i blogged :DD
later got tuition!
as in i teach that gurl de.
hope i wont pekchek ><
tata!

;i'll make the great escape

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAM! <3

haha i'm giving you belated.
sorry ><
bleahs my mp3 stopped working.
damnit thing. ahh well
kay so morning had geog.
i did my sudoku!
and finished before wangcai. :D
we sang birthday song for jam!
hahas. and merrien was zi-highing
haha so. after that was maths
started on matrices.
which was effing lame shit.
equal = everything same
we know that.
you trying to confuse us ah?
i think im gonna die man ><
lucky mr chee is giving me tuition! :D
who want tell me.
bleahs. then i realised that
wangcai has long eyelashes!
haha. and i know why!
that's cos he puts mascara! :D
ahh anyway, it's a joke.
you wei keep laughing at mascara boy haha.
mascara boy was super irritated during maths by agnes lee
he keep shouting "SLAP HER!"
haha chao funny lah.
and dawn broke my scare ppl thing D:
i'll get a new rubber band :D
after recess was english.
super boring.
and damn fed up by some gurl called mandy
who took control of my screen.
jam so fed up luhs.
and i saw jam's ring!
haha. she's engaged!
bleahs. and i touched yijun's face!
i think i looked like a mad woman.
then she stared at me in bewilderment
eyes big big like GOLDFISH!
hahah. now my aunt ask me why i keep laughing.
anw, xianya thought me that! :DD
after tat chinese
lim puay see damn guailan
nvm after release le
arrange tables
WENKAI GAVE ME A CHUCKY-LOOK
you know a movie called child's play which has a doll which kills?
haha yeap. click on the link to see.
wha. chao chucky look lahs.
scary sia. but wenkai very cute hahas.
then after that homed with xinting.
and heard some sec 1s bitching about.
then went to change the lenses of my glasses.
75 degrees mannn.

anyway. i really wanna thank donna.
cos it is she who affected me with her diligence.
and i kinda feel guilty not making notes when she is.
so now got do le.
nv sleep in class.
& it's all cos of her :DD
it has become a habit now :DD
THANK YOU!

& im sharing mayee's present with weisong and joel!
haha. cos left us haven buy.
and jam's one also maybe.

i wanna change blogskin!
see this and this.
which one nicer?

why do all good things come to an end?

;cure can't come through

i shan't blog about wad happen.
just that assembly i got sabo-ed
to answer questions by i-dont-know-who
and malay was nice
& xuewei went :DD
and my conclusion:
yishu from 210 is a disgusting freako who simply loves to talk about 'breads'
like so much i stuff your mouth then you know.
yesterday had tuition
and it was great! :DD
hahas.
then today went shopping.
and yeah gonna change my specs lenses
it's been like only 6 months?
and now degree increase by 75 each eye.
im reaching 600 soon D:
awww. hais. okay and it cost a whopping 60 bucks manzxzx
& i want the magazine!
teenage s.h.e cover page.
and it cost three dollars
im thinking of using my vouchers to buy :DD
but see first.
oh & i went to this flower shop
where they also teach you how to arrange flowers :DD
for about 30 dollars
they dont take the teaching fee
just the fee for the flowers you use.
i want to go manzxzx.
wait holidays :DD
potter's movie is out!
i want to watch it badly :X
but sadly i cant.
my allowance's 22 bucks.
minus 10 to give to someone
and 6 more to go into my piggy bank
i only have 6 for a week.
D: enough for a packet of milo everday
& 4 packets of wedges D:
okay nvm.
to add on to that.
the potter book is coming out! ><><>< & chuan an is a pro! i wanna learn piano too! >< rahh. i'm searching for a new skin! :DD &my sister's a bitch you think you can order me around when you're younger than me what the fucking crap is that. & you think just because you are having psle you dont have to help up with the chores? & you think im very free? for heaven's sake. i have streaming this year you bitch. & you haven even got into secondary school and u start talking about universities. for heaven's sake! and stop pissing me off with your 'eat-this-will-get-wadever-shit-cancer' everytime i wanna eat something. & i still have to teach others tuition. & you scold me when you are in a bad mood. wadever crap is that. i'm your sister you know. if you think you're gonna continue like this. im not gonna let it happen. fucking bitch.

;cos baby all i do is suffer from
SYMPTOMS OF YOU

ytd was too tired.
so din blog

okayyy.

YESTERDAY:
physics.
i understood! :DD
yay! :D
then english slacked.
after recess got maths.
did nothing much.
was disiaoing wangcai.
lit was boringggg.
then after that enrichment.
so embarassing.
but last lesson le :DD
hehs. then after that
odac.
wa lao walk so long just to cross
a damn bridge.
low blood pressure
then headache.
then plus damning cramps.
almost died lah.
and there's the upslope.
200 m.
almost died. so steep.
swore that me leg muscles almost tear D:
homed after that.
reached home jiu sleep. was too tired.
my legs totally couldn't move. zzz

TODAY :DD
chao slack day lorhs.
first period maths.
understood agnes lee a bit :D
then she was cleaning the board
then everyone keep laughing
reason?
got one GOLF BOY
playing 'golf' in the open field behind our sch
like how did he even get in there.
no entrance to there lahs. zzz.
then we keep laughing.
hahaha!
guess there's still weird ppl ehs.
then after that pc
sabar din turn up.
thanks to those who gave me 10, 20 and 5 cents :DD
haha :D
got six china gurls with us.
got one eyes chao nice :D
okayy im crazy.
then after recess got chem
but salamander wang didn't come.
must be last week the rain then she sick.
so weakkkk. hahas.
then i played the game in joel's hp
they all sae i weak D:
then after that did my mindmap :DD
tmr got geog test D:
nvm i go ask chuanan!
then now thinking skills.
slack in com lab as usual haha.
marcuslim rocks :DD

ms tan said i lost weight!
ms tan: "ehh you lost weight leh, never eat ah?"
me: "huh really?"
ms tan: " yeah from last year"
me: "oh haha thanks :D"
so happy :DD

lose more! :D
tata!

reply to tag:
skull.7-: WELCOME WELCOME :DD

morninf reached at 7! :X
freaking bus, so damn late.
and so squeezy. damnit.
haha so wet weather.
went back class.
took temperature.
36.2! :D
then music.
ms yeo late again of course.
damn sucky the lesson.
then pe. rugby again.
but was fun.
some ppl just refuse to take part.
so fucking 'passenger'
then english nice.
after recess had cep.
the infocomm ppl cannot fix the com
thus i wait till i was so sleepy.
i was not at first de okay!
then i sleep lorhs. and they also nv do anything
then mayee gave me her $5 voucher.
yay xiexie! :D
after that had history.
boring. raja buay song me
after lunch had lit.
did notes.
then acc. super funny
i asked super lame questions
lame till the tcher dropped his pen when he heard it
hahaha! :D
then after sch ate with xinyi.
then went to watch match.
we won :DD
41-32? i think
hehs. then go home le.
taught tuition.
so tiring D:
im lacking of sleep save me!
oh btw, i heard donna sing!
in chinese somemore!
yue liang dai biao wo de xin! :DD

hais. im officially broke for the week D:
left $0.05 in my purse. D:

my sister sucks manzxzx.
such a bitch.
fucking bitch.
curse me somemore.

yesterday was a damnit boring day.
morning woke up and watched those silly children's programme on channel 8
then cooked instant noodles for everyone
and then tuition-ed my pupils from 2.30 straight to 5. 20
so damnit tired. and bored
and they make me very pekchek.
dont just smile and dont talk
dont understand ask mah.
liddat very difficult to teach you know.
lol. okay suan le.
that's why im pek chek.
then after that used com until night
and stupid sister just closed my inspiration
the compo lah.
and i didn't save it.
damnit thing happen to me again.

and then today.
mewleng smsed me at 5:56 am
told me she got on bus le.
then i saw it at 6:oo am
which is like left 1 more min bus reach my bus stop
then i just started walking.
so ran like mad woman to bus stop.
lol. then saw a bus chiong
only to realise that it is actually 157 and not 198.
-.- damnit thing happen again.
then when walking to school
me and mewleng walked our "SHIN ALLEYWAY"
haha i invent one.
then jasmine and adriel the SLOW couple
was walking in front.
i think they wanted to hold hands
but we behind giggling :X
then mewleng sat jt and went crazy.
okay then morning in parade square.
heard lilin was asking the sky to threaten us
then b lim announced that wet weather programme activated.
haha so funny. so went up to class le
then after that geog.
was damnit boring.
wad she say de all textbook have lahs.
only donna so yong gong listen
i saw wangcai doing soduku.
so i borrowed boy's issue
and started doing
i finished after wangcai did though D:
it was really hard okayy.
cant blame me.
then after that got maths.
agnes lee was lame again.
and i dont understand wad she saying
so i started copying geog "corrections"
then after that recess.
went down and ate luhs.
after that got english.
vj so go com lab 2.
was totally slacking lah
cos had to wait for our video to be okay.
so lame lahs.
my grp's video got kelapa's face lah
cut it off lehs can?
dont care if he got give good answer :X
then saw evia's group video.
and evia actually go and film ms mandy.
upclose. zoom in and out.
then mess up her hair.
lol. we keep laughing and mandy laughing also.
lol. haha yeaps. then after that chinese.
gave out the open space do that thing and a compo.
i scored okay for both.
contented in a sense.
then talked about oral.
then lunch
just reached canteen
was listening to evelyn's fei ni mo shu
and sabar called.
the first thing she ask is where are you?
and i saed canteen.
[dunno why she call me i alwaes in canteen de]
so i knew she wanted sushi and bought for her.
she still owe me money lol.
then after that she give me icecream soda.
then i went down and offered to everyone i knew
thanks xian lin! :D
and yang yee :D
hahas then after that history.
raja like buay song us liddat.
zzz. then got physics.
mr chew explain very clear
but his theory lessons very boring.
can sleep lahs. but still okay lah
went lab during last period.
and tried doing some circuits.
in a mess though D:
then fang le go and listen to mr chee brief us about tree top walk in wednesday :DD
yay finally.
must bring poncho and waterbottle, cap optional
so lame. and mr chan become odac teacher le :D
he quite funny. but jt would be better? lol.
then after that go library photocopy chemical formulae list for siewkiang
and also some questions for common test to practice on.
the come com lab now lorhs.
xiu jing, kuan, jam and lilin
lilin do her inspiration
i come later than her, write finish le she still 100++ words.
so lan right hahas.
and that marcus lim.
legs very tired
cannot move. lol.

things are finally looking on the bright side :DD
and i hope it will.
meanwhile, mugg! :D
for tests. i must score well :D

and so far i haven slept in class nor feel sleepy
except in agneslee's class.
that's a good thing right.
and i only slept once in agnes lee class and for like 10 mins only
haha. okay okay.
i realised i blog very long :D

replies to tags:
RUIQI: you ask him tag you lahs
jam: same lahs. ask him tag you larhs
RUIQI: i going to change it to lala le. lol. i'm going to :D it's just a dream lahs lol
jam: orh okay thanks.
Kuan Lian: hehs thanks :D



kuan lian su yu

i had a weird dream today.
i dreamt that we were on a bus
sitting side by side
and i offered you honey which i was eating
i feed you.
and u held my hand
woke up, shocked.
how come it's him instead of him.
i must be crazy.

kays. so morning had tuition
i love my tuition mates :DD
i learnt two other qian bian wen da ti! :D
so funny
gladys the chiobu tell me one :D
wu lao shi's chicken rice is delicious! :D
i ate a lot manzxzx
and i learnt that daniel was gladys' ex.
and we talked a lot over at the separate table
so sad for her.
i sympathise with her.
her parents are like so. haha i dont know
jiayou for guy b (:
and i first time heard her say 'humji'
so funny. i keep laughing
yup then homed at abt 3.30
i dont like my student
tuition de
talk to her dowan answer
keep smiling
ask three times still liddat.
wtf lahs.
okay okay nvm
im still thinking of the dream.
gonna tell that person who held my hand
in that dream.
i wonder what it means :O

you think you can just shoot off at anyone
and scold them because you are in a bad mood?
you think you can shoot off at anyone
just because you are tired?
no you can't.
you've got a sucky attitude.
it's your own fault that you slept late
it's your own fault that you take early bus
it's your own fault that you were told those terrible things
it's your thinking that made you so sad
you shouldn't even be thinking.
about things that are impossible.
and then get sad over it.
tired? sleep early.
you're turning yourself into a monster with those black eyebags
apologise you ass.


sorry for my sucky attitude.
i'll change.

&; seeing couples still does make me sad

rights.
morning was boring
art. i was sleeping through
art lim and mr cheng said my art is good!
i'm an artist!
and they took a photo of my work! :D
yay! finally first time.
post it next time :D
then PE. we played rugby!
mr chee's demo was funnaye! :D
*roars into laughter*
and huey jie pushed me in my face
but should be alright
and what's wrong with huiying lahs.
such a *****
haha sensored :D
then recess.
after that was erm
maths.
agnes lee let us do our own work
then chinese three period
went through answer for su yu test
then got du shu hui :D
lin lao shi din allow me to speak D:
weisong quiet is act de lorhs. lol
hahas. so after that lunch
then english-ed
wrote a stupid essay
about sabar and mr chee proposing :/
then after that geog did own stuff again
and fang-ed
pei-ed siying to watch bball
we lost D:
and i delievered milo!
siying owes me one now
then homed with yijun and siying
siying is cute! :D
&weisong keeps calling ppl 'girl'
so ass. call him 'boy' now.
and i think my specs degree up le D:
needa change
needa tell mama D:

&; were you faking it or it is real?

I'm Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico

Oh, Oh
I'm not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiosity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going becauseI got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

No I can't be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can't keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me(I'm not missing you)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because(I got life to do)
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone(I used to hate it)
Oh different, oh see the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you(yeah, oooh)
I'm not missing you (oh baby)
I'm not missing you (:

you should have thought about my feelings when you said that.
i've given up on you.
i guess you made me si xin completely.
got your wish?
congrats to you.

second post of the day :DDD
kays. so assembly
the first drama was hilarious lahs
haha. then the second one
was freaking boring
i cant hear.
and i dont understand
and they were taking their own sweet time to change scene?
made everyone lost interest.
and it was damn naggy and windy.
oh i thought jiayi and joey did well :D
joey was so real lahs
only the sec ones understood their own skit.
zzzz. then chinese
got back my su yu test.
99 half
damn. i wrote wrong word
although i could have copied from the ws itself
so damn right
xianya and jam got full marks
grats (:
lim puay see din come.
so relief tcher came in
then i did my maths
although haven finish.
then fang-ed le
went down.
gave chuan an the score :D
he sae he'll take one week
and jingyi asked for the same song too -.-
nescafe-d and toast-ed
then bought food for sabar
so ke lian, no food D:
make her so busy D:
then she taught me how to sing bday song in malay! :D
the words lah of cos
then i slacked cos there is aircon
then and went to buy pens
then after that helped siewkiang with her chem
so ms jenny goh sucks
still ms chian rocks
cant believe she never give them chemical formulae list
and never teach them the working
for chemical equation
omg. that's will be like so tough for them?
so nice nice me lent my list to her to photocopy
and taught her the working (:
and she did it so quickly im so proud of her! :D
yups. then went up watch badminton
and bought bandung for rq
then after that pei-ed laopo go take shuttlecock
and went up to malay le
then cikgu haven teach finish
so i waited for kee an outside msp room
cos he help me keep my tb and notebook mah :D
thus i saw wenya and another ncc gurl
walk up and down dunno looking for what
then i figured out that it was orienteering
and felice the STAFF made it so hard
and ended up 6 ppl looking for the same thing
then couldn't wait anymore
so i went down to 211
and there there. kee an still chatting
nukun chionging chinese thingy
zzz. so i went in and chatted
and ong ruiqi was there!
omg. haha. she doesn't look like drunken father anymore
but she's man lahhh
hahas :D
and there's this gurl called jasmine
i know i know. adriel's gf mahhh
hehs. i finally noe who she jasmine is le
know name but dont know face hahas
then di siao her a while
then pingwoo came in
and we went up.
we were 30 mins late D:
and cikgu still offered us sweets :D
nice her.
and so we were talking about nicknames
so cikgu asked everyone of us wad nicknames we have
then kee an go help pingwoo sae
pigu, then faster change to PIGONG
OMG so funny
pigu keep complaining.
then cikgu ask? wad is pigong
so i answered, PIGONG is PISAO'S SUAMI!
hahaha. and ping woo freaked out
hahahas. so during break went to watch them again
badminton ppl yepps
then we went back le
did a 100 perkataan compo.
so sian. i didn't know wad else to write
so kee an sae dont care just hand in
he also nv write 100 words
so i hand in lorh hahas
and nice nice nukun help me keep malay books :D
then went to take 198 with mewleng. haha.
today a lot of ppl ask me
what shoe you bring?
haha its books lahh hahaha.
i put books into my school bag
morning cant find my book binder
so used shoebag hahas.
and my purple lips haven turned red yet D:
i look like i got bashed.
hais. tmr there's art
and i haven bought my black file
dont care just tell her no stock
hahahas.
and i haven do foam board.
art sucks man
and tuition hmwk haven even touched D:
and two compos due by tmr. kill me mannn
tmr there's thermometer check D:
my cousin got into an accident
actually i think.
he huo gai?
that ungrateful brat, threaten to beat his parents
when they love him so much.
wrong way of loving huhs?
and so big le. 20 plus years old le
for goodness' sake find a job lahs
you cant be qiao-jiao-ing at home everyday
and wait for your parents to give you money
to spend on ur gf.
and despite that, you still bicker with them
wad sucky attitude mannn.
i wont feel sorry for you.
i heard it's serious
he might be pai-ka-ed
if that's the case, wanna change also cannot le.
moral of the story: be grateful & do things before it's too late
ah wells. that was random :/
tag! :D


郭静-我不想忘记你

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这矿阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

& im back to blogging cause i want you to know what's happening to me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARKSON! :D
rights.
in lab now.
marcus lim rocks haha
cos he allow us to slack
he's leaving soon. sad D:
he just used my name as example.
ohh i changed my tagboard fyi
cos KELAPA cannot view it
thus causing me unable to receive tags from him
and why cant anyone hear my blog song D:
if u can hear pls be a saint
tag and tell me :D
so sian.
morning had maths
agnes lee came in as usual
and talked stuff which we didn't know
and ask her write higher she still write below
and i effing couldn't see a single thing
and dont blame me if i fail
i need a maths tutor
i want kelapa to teach me D:
cos he's a maths pro? haha
kelapa see le must tag hor.
if u know u are kelapa.
i listened for first half an hour
and slept the last 15 mins of it.
and i heard she didn't say anything much also.
she talk talk talk we all also dunno de
i might as well learn myself.
yeap. then had pc
sabar collected money
for youth day thingy donation
then had early recess.
just now had chem
was boring just went through answers
for holiday assignment
and im proud of myself!
hehs. i thought i din get as many mistakes as i expected.
:DD
and now my textbook got a lot of scribbles
like "DONT SLEEP!"
"WAKE UP YOU ASS!"
"CONCENTRATE!"
lol etc etc.
like donna said.
just not focusing
like i can be reading a passage
for compre
then i read finish le
but i dont know what it is talking abt
cos only my mouth move and read
but the words dont go in
much less the meaning
so when i focused and read again
it all seem strange.
like i nv read this before.
lol. dumbass right
MEWLENG: wo de SHIN hen tong!
hahaha. its supposed to be a joke?
wanna noe come ask me hahaha.
we were laughing all the way from bus stop till reach canteen
hehs.
then the chem each
samantha wang i think
wa lao. raining open window
then rain will splash in mahs
then like splash tio a bit also dont die right
for that stupid reason she got into a fit.
what an ass.
she think she's what.
yang berhormat arh
okay that stands for her majesty
lol. kay. gotta buck up for malay
and there's geog test on tuesday.
damnnnn.
its very pressurising.
save me D:
tag more guys (:
i'll go update class blog later.


金莎 换季
词：林怡凤 曲：金莎

是泪滴 结束每段恋情
要时间忘记 想忘记
其实埋藏在心里
雨滴 结束每个冬季
晒不干过去 就棉队你
喜怒哀乐的回忆
听 天空晴朗开始好天气
别再由于 让心情也天晴
失恋的人就换季
脱下过季爱情
涂新的眼影
看见发亮的自己
有多美丽
受伤的人就换季
春夏秋冬轮替
总有你的美景
等待下一季
下一次天晴

reply to tags:
RUIQI: cos 2626688 cannot see it. and i want him to tag this one also quite nice lahs lol.
KUANLIAN: haha xie xie ^^
demiurge: yes taggy.
demiurge: tag is to leave a comment?
demiurge: yes taggy again
demiurge: yes u promise. im glad u did it haha
demiurge: yeah lor. teach you a lesson
demiurge: zzz
demiurge: go eat lahs. but we're eating your time again haha
demiurge: you tag le i also reply every single one okayyy.
demiurge: bell rang le -.-
demiurge: LEAVE A COMMENT LAH zzz

o.o

&;you knew that you meant everything to me

; im crushed

okayyyyy.
today. morning. open space.
the maths damn irritating :/
not enough time finish also.
then physics.
it was chem. ohms' law?
haha. but interesting.
challenging (:
then after that english.
sabar crapped.
and we didn't get in.
but nice try (:
then she released all the gurls for early recess.
and some boys also
then the rest of the boys.
she talked to them i think.
yup. then recess was busy copying kee an de notes
with 2 packets of apple juice pei-ing me
and he hardly has any D:
then went back class.
maths.
the bell rang nia.
agnes lee came in le
zzz. so punctual for what.
then as usual. she talked her own language
which all of us did not understand
started on similar triangles.
and she gave hmwk.
freaking gave luhs.
then lit.
nornie talked about oliver twist and plot.
then kickboxing.
so lame luhs.
then released late.
malay-ed
kelapa is coconut.
kepala is head
datin is a rich female in malaysia
datuk is a rich male in malaysia
when a datin marries a datuk, she will be come datin-tin! :D
when a datuk marries a datin, he will become datuk-tuk! :D
which is of cos incorrect
and made up by me
and we learnt a new word: kuku!
it stands for nail.
haha so funny cikgu keep laughing
oh ya! cikgu's tarikh lahir is on 20th july.
fork in buy a cake lehhhhs.
okay? lol. then odac
as usual. kena suan-ed by chee
then did lame stuff and home-d
and i was so freaking tired i slept past my stop
all the way till i reached jp
so no choice took back.
bleahs. so tired nowadays.
days which i dont stay back.
i have to give tuition
it's not easy.
and i dont have enough money D:
homework for today:
-maths questions.
-physics worksheet
-inspiration compo.
D:

and must rmb to bring tie tmr!

replies to tags:
MEWLENG: ni hao! (:

come online will you?

we needa talk.

and i finally had to courage to.

rights. blog
i'll update more often.
hahas.
okay. morning
i went to class charge my mp3
then REALISED OUT CLASS GOT AIRCON!
OMG OMG SO NICE (:
THEY DIDN'T BELIEVE ME AT FIRST
NOW U KNOW I DIDN'T LIE! :D
had loads of summer campers
hahas. yepp. then got music
watch on chinese opera
moral: cantonese opera is sang in cantonese
LOL!
haha okay. PE. rugby-ed
then english.
the advertisement thingy.
after recess was CEP
slacked.
taught about relationships.
yeah. teach me more.
then history. video-ed
wangcai's grp's video DAMN FUNNY
really DAMN FUNNY LAHS. haha
then after that. lunch
then lit test. i'm dead hahas
then acc. the tcher so funny.
talk damn gay ><
then after sch drama
211's nice. but it's a lil soft.
sound effects nice hahas
tablet jiu shi bu yi yang
but i think we did okay too! (:
do sabar proud (:
then home-d with jam
ts, get well soon!
jam say i walk fast on sat hehs ><
first time sia.
i think i sprained my shin. both shin D:
it hurts.
ahh well, it'll heal
all wounds heal dont they? haha
tmr there's MALAY :DDD
AND ODAC :DDD
YAY (:

i'm sorry. didn't mean to run away. i just not mentally prepared.
and can we don't just manage a wave when we pass by?
prove to me you can manage your time well.

i want clique tee! D:

reply to tags:
GRACEkwan: linked (:
JOAN: haha thank you prokia!
RUIQI: i'm back yeah. and cheers too :D
MAYEE: haha xie xie ^^ I LOVE YOU TOO (:

THANK YOU JERRY AND SWEETIE (:

SPECIAL THANKS TO JOAN!
FOR THE CODE (:

XIEXIE! (:

ndp wasn't that great.
last year's better :D
lesson learnt: dont make laopo angry ><
dui bu qi!
im bored.
anyone tuition me maths?
im dying.
life's damn screwed.
and there's no more feelings in me.


You think that I can act just like everything`s okay between us ?
After all we`ve been through, after all those late night calls
after all the sweet night messages
after all those i love you`s
after all the talks about how we wanted to be together
after all the laughs, the tears,the little arguements we got into
after you made me fall in love with you a
and then after you broke my heart
you think that we can forget everything and pretend we`re okay ?

& here she goes again

she swallows her tears with her heart on her sleeve

puts on her fake smile

and acts like the girl everyone else wants her to be