Realised that recently I have more things to write in my diary than in my blog, after exam syndrome? Perhaps. Sometimes I really wonder what goes through my dad's mind, why he thinks in that way and why he is so hard on himself, so hard on me. I guess I would never find out my lifetime.

I've ran out of topics to blog about, maybe that's why xiaxue became famous - because she never runs out of topic to write, interesting ones that is. I wonder what readers really want to read, what is considered interesting to them and what attracts them to a certain blog.

I want to know how cancer kills, how the human body works, how to do chemical calculations and how to analyse salts, how binomial theorem works, find a way such that I am able to apply my physics formula and how to do chinese paragraph shortening so well that I wont just scrap off with a 10/20. I want to write faster, I want to reach 50 kg, I want to earn 100 hours of CIP, I want to do better in my malay, I want to go to a particular impossible junior college, I want to ...

You see, the list is endless it will slowly turn from studies priorities to leisure stuff like 'I want to go bowling and own everyone' or 'I want to be able to have strong arm muscles to shoot a 3 pointer in the bball court'

So, how am I gonna achieve it?

replies to tags:
Wenkai: yeah he's gone, happy?
huiminchng: haha okay, thanks for being such a good listener :D I think I never ever told anyone so much stuff that I would never say.
Jialat: haha yeah luh but never entertainment :D yup mariah carey!

There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

im blogging cos i have something to blog about haha first things first: 2 D7s 1B4, rest all C5s or C6s
lousy like :x failed E Maths & Physics. RAWR.

Yesterday went out with Eckerene, John Low and Weijie! :D:D:D
skinnyass is really damn skinny o.o
See, Imma happy girl. We went bowling, I didn't know how to at first, then I got the hang of it pretty fast haha, me and eckerene wasted a dollar each buying long the thick socks (those two boys have socks cos they wore sports shoes, not fair!) I owned Eckerene, John owned me, Weijie owned John! haha, so means weijie owned everyone with his strikes o.o Starting my bowling ball just keep going into the 'longkang' as eckerene calls it but i think it's called the canal? okay i really have no idea. Weijie was so quiet at first man, turned out he woke up early to paint his house(so guai tsk) I think his mother must love him a lot lol. Played two games and went off. Took 198 to JEC to eat at kopitiam. Ate strawberry milk ice plus a scoop of vanilla ice-cream, at first i thought the milk is marigold milk or what, turned out is condensed milk -.- Eckerene had Phat Thai, two boys had soup dishes -.- (so healthy) talked about my daddy and my p4 truancy experience, ended up they laughed at me -.- but nvm everyone was smiling haha

John went off after that, 3 of us went to weijie's house there to play basketball, me and eckerene in skinnies -.- quite relaxing cos that super nice boy(wj) kept helping us to pick the ball so we didn't really have to run like crazy maniacs after the ball hehs. Went off at about 9.20? played for about an hour, I STILL CANNOT DO 3-POINTER LA nvm later go try again sian. homed with eckerene ran for our bus haha. And then both of us realised that we didn't take a photo of weijie (wthh!!) nvm next time haha! yesterday was very fun haha, eckerene say weijie become shuai le hehs then we talked about him on the bus ride home, super funny.

Today was quite shitty in the morning, my dad wronged me for something i didn't do (everyone else knows that he's in the wrong) and when i tried to explain, he said im arguing and i could tell he wanted to slap me alrdy so i shut up and make it look as though he's right and im wrong and regretting. Went with mama to market, bought fishballs, fish, cabbage, corianders, oranges, straits times and 4 tops (i have one! :D) After my dad went out i used the computer from 1 till now, think will be using till at night? haha yay i look forward to eckerene's post she promised! I think it's because her bowling ball rolled into the canal and moved like a tortoise in the canal -.- we were laughing at her. Rest of the day spent listening to mariah carey -.- byebye rocks!

Oh yeah and i got a hair cut on saturday so my hair is super thin now o.o look like hairless freak again o.o i think cannot be tied (which is err good! to hell with plaits :D) was thinking if i should cut a not cos if i screw up then sunday go out would be so embarrassed haha but i think it looks okay to me :D

replies to tags:
weijie: o.o it's not green it's err black
Wenkai: it's not new le it's old now haha!
shaun: very funny ah :D
huiminchng: err yeah the other designs like not very nice haha
fongting: now you put the blame on me! eeyer shuai means shuai mah
Cherie: haha hello hello unexpected eh.
ruiqi: oh yeah i sense le, i think i know what you talking about le :x you should have transferred over but since now also cannot do anything then just make the best out of things lor ^^ haha he's damn shuai la, especially in that photo haha ehh i dont have thick eyebrows :( know midyears over you can do all that le :D but turn out you watching videos -.-
huiminchng: ahah okay thank you for your support seh, ai si ni le
`xinyi: cos he shuai mah :D haha no meh
Kuanlian: ahha thanks thanks (: failed two subjects alrdy -.-
Jialat: thanks :D
huishan: yeah whee pool! but bowling way much nicer :D
ruiqi: heh thanks thanks
Kuanlian: yeah manzxzx, next year we go again, but earlier :D
Fongting: haha im fine alrdy later going play bball still
sinyi: haha yup okay will relink (when im feeling not-lazy:P)
xiuhuan: haha okay okay thanks you didn't know of this blog before meh? :x
Kuanlian: updated :D
JINGYI: updated hehs you got read one ah o.o
chantel: updated i know you wanna see more joe jonas but i have none alrdy D:
Wenkai: haha nice attempt at hinting me to update, so there! (: