Am having a splitting headache and PMS-ing now.
This headache has been on-going since like 4pm? And it got me into a very frustrating and irritated mood. So... don't try to kajiao me or I'll most probably flare up.
Plus it doesn't help that there is a 'ge-tai' at my block and i have hokkien songs flaring up.

After 3 months of procrastinating, I've decided to start studying, so I've planned my time for the next month carefully already, and is going to follow it strictly unless I fall sick. Will be leaving blogshop alone as much as I can until mid-years over I guess.

This is to a friend:
I know has never been that easy or simple for you. Seeing you torturing yourself over these few years is really heart-rendering, and now it has developed into a point when these bizarre stuff has started to happen? Have you developed a phobia of coming to school? Or seeing your classmates' and schoolmates' looking at you in a different way? Or come to school but afraid of facing the pressure?
We don't know what happened, but we are trying, trying our best to talk to you, but you seem indifferent to it. Right now, I feel angry, firstly, at myself for even having the thought of giving up on you. I guess I'm one of your closer friends, and I have been so selfish, thinking that if I gave up on you, then I wouldn't have to suffer looking at you the state you are in now. Secondly, I'm angry with you for doing this. No one will dare to tell you that they're angry or upset with you, but I think I really should say this. You are hurting everyone around you, family and friends. Why are you even doing this? Give me an answer? Haven't seen you in two weeks.

Okay, I'm done with my nagging, so I'm back with nothing to say.
Been reading Jodi Picoult these few days.
Realised through her portrayal of a story that doing physical things with a partner can be so stressful, and it complicates things.
If love could be just holding hands, watching the sunset, chatting, falling asleep on each other's shoulders, or even just listening to music together; how wonderful and innocent it would be.
Whoever invented sexual intercourse? Gosh

I realised that I like to sleep with people. Don't get me wrong, I meant it in a sleeping-beside-each-other way, NOT the having-sex way. Been sleeping with mum the last two nights as dad is in malaysia. I'm a late-sleeper compared to my mum, so whenever I go to bed, I would tuck myself in and stare at her, asleep, until I finally fall asleep. And when I woke up from a nightmare, my mum would wake up (have no idea how she knows I'm up) and ask me what I dreamt about. Since young still now, I've always gone to her once I have a nightmare, like my dad. Some other days, when my brother decided to watch Incredible Tales although he has no guts at all, he would grab all his pillow/bolster/blanket and bunk in with me on my queen size bed. No matter how I try to chase him back, he still refuses to move an inch. Then I'll end up starting at him until I fall asleep.

Okay I'm a weird girl

HI ALL TMR IS 202 BBQ WHIPPEE

Hey all it's the March Holidays AND there's a lot og homework.
Because Mid-Years are a month away. HOW COOL IS THAT.

Okay these aside, am currently having a bloody eye. NOT bloodshot but literally BLOODY.
Somehow sometime, one of the veins in my eye burst, thus there's bleeding. I look horrid, like some freak and I scared Eunice. Please don't be scared okay.
Doctor asked me if I was watching hot guys or ogling at some hunk on the tv :s
But anyway, it'll take 2 weeks to heal completely.
WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO GO 202 BBQ WITH A BLOODY EYE AND TAKE PHOTO WITH IT!!! *exasperated*

My ODAC juniors are all in hongkong now haha.
hinted to them during cycling outing to get us gifts.
hope all is going well for them!