HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYUN JOONG! :D
Don't get too stressed over your grandma
She will recover.
Look forward to seeing SS501 coming to Singapore!
Sorry I lost your photos :(
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
Am having a splitting headache and PMS-ing now.
This headache has been on-going since like 4pm? And it got me into a very frustrating and irritated mood. So... don't try to kajiao me or I'll most probably flare up.
Plus it doesn't help that there is a 'ge-tai' at my block and i have hokkien songs flaring up.
After 3 months of procrastinating, I've decided to start studying, so I've planned my time for the next month carefully already, and is going to follow it strictly unless I fall sick. Will be leaving blogshop alone as much as I can until mid-years over I guess.
This is to a friend:
I know has never been that easy or simple for you. Seeing you torturing yourself over these few years is really heart-rendering, and now it has developed into a point when these bizarre stuff has started to happen? Have you developed a phobia of coming to school? Or seeing your classmates' and schoolmates' looking at you in a different way? Or come to school but afraid of facing the pressure?
We don't know what happened, but we are trying, trying our best to talk to you, but you seem indifferent to it. Right now, I feel angry, firstly, at myself for even having the thought of giving up on you. I guess I'm one of your closer friends, and I have been so selfish, thinking that if I gave up on you, then I wouldn't have to suffer looking at you the state you are in now. Secondly, I'm angry with you for doing this. No one will dare to tell you that they're angry or upset with you, but I think I really should say this. You are hurting everyone around you, family and friends. Why are you even doing this? Give me an answer? Haven't seen you in two weeks.
Okay, I'm done with my nagging, so I'm back with nothing to say.
Been reading Jodi Picoult these few days.
Realised through her portrayal of a story that doing physical things with a partner can be so stressful, and it complicates things.
If love could be just holding hands, watching the sunset, chatting, falling asleep on each other's shoulders, or even just listening to music together; how wonderful and innocent it would be.
Whoever invented sexual intercourse? Gosh
I realised that I like to sleep with people. Don't get me wrong, I meant it in a sleeping-beside-each-other way, NOT the having-sex way. Been sleeping with mum the last two nights as dad is in malaysia. I'm a late-sleeper compared to my mum, so whenever I go to bed, I would tuck myself in and stare at her, asleep, until I finally fall asleep. And when I woke up from a nightmare, my mum would wake up (have no idea how she knows I'm up) and ask me what I dreamt about. Since young still now, I've always gone to her once I have a nightmare, like my dad. Some other days, when my brother decided to watch Incredible Tales although he has no guts at all, he would grab all his pillow/bolster/blanket and bunk in with me on my queen size bed. No matter how I try to chase him back, he still refuses to move an inch. Then I'll end up starting at him until I fall asleep.
Okay I'm a weird girl
This headache has been on-going since like 4pm? And it got me into a very frustrating and irritated mood. So... don't try to kajiao me or I'll most probably flare up.
Plus it doesn't help that there is a 'ge-tai' at my block and i have hokkien songs flaring up.
After 3 months of procrastinating, I've decided to start studying, so I've planned my time for the next month carefully already, and is going to follow it strictly unless I fall sick. Will be leaving blogshop alone as much as I can until mid-years over I guess.
This is to a friend:
I know has never been that easy or simple for you. Seeing you torturing yourself over these few years is really heart-rendering, and now it has developed into a point when these bizarre stuff has started to happen? Have you developed a phobia of coming to school? Or seeing your classmates' and schoolmates' looking at you in a different way? Or come to school but afraid of facing the pressure?
We don't know what happened, but we are trying, trying our best to talk to you, but you seem indifferent to it. Right now, I feel angry, firstly, at myself for even having the thought of giving up on you. I guess I'm one of your closer friends, and I have been so selfish, thinking that if I gave up on you, then I wouldn't have to suffer looking at you the state you are in now. Secondly, I'm angry with you for doing this. No one will dare to tell you that they're angry or upset with you, but I think I really should say this. You are hurting everyone around you, family and friends. Why are you even doing this? Give me an answer? Haven't seen you in two weeks.
Okay, I'm done with my nagging, so I'm back with nothing to say.
Been reading Jodi Picoult these few days.
Realised through her portrayal of a story that doing physical things with a partner can be so stressful, and it complicates things.
If love could be just holding hands, watching the sunset, chatting, falling asleep on each other's shoulders, or even just listening to music together; how wonderful and innocent it would be.
Whoever invented sexual intercourse? Gosh
I realised that I like to sleep with people. Don't get me wrong, I meant it in a sleeping-beside-each-other way, NOT the having-sex way. Been sleeping with mum the last two nights as dad is in malaysia. I'm a late-sleeper compared to my mum, so whenever I go to bed, I would tuck myself in and stare at her, asleep, until I finally fall asleep. And when I woke up from a nightmare, my mum would wake up (have no idea how she knows I'm up) and ask me what I dreamt about. Since young still now, I've always gone to her once I have a nightmare, like my dad. Some other days, when my brother decided to watch Incredible Tales although he has no guts at all, he would grab all his pillow/bolster/blanket and bunk in with me on my queen size bed. No matter how I try to chase him back, he still refuses to move an inch. Then I'll end up starting at him until I fall asleep.
Okay I'm a weird girl
Monday, March 16, 2009
Hey all it's the March Holidays AND there's a lot og homework.
Because Mid-Years are a month away. HOW COOL IS THAT.
Okay these aside, am currently having a bloody eye. NOT bloodshot but literally BLOODY.
Somehow sometime, one of the veins in my eye burst, thus there's bleeding. I look horrid, like some freak and I scared Eunice. Please don't be scared okay.
Doctor asked me if I was watching hot guys or ogling at some hunk on the tv :s
But anyway, it'll take 2 weeks to heal completely.
WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO GO 202 BBQ WITH A BLOODY EYE AND TAKE PHOTO WITH IT!!! *exasperated*
My ODAC juniors are all in hongkong now haha.
hinted to them during cycling outing to get us gifts.
hope all is going well for them!
Because Mid-Years are a month away. HOW COOL IS THAT.
Okay these aside, am currently having a bloody eye. NOT bloodshot but literally BLOODY.
Somehow sometime, one of the veins in my eye burst, thus there's bleeding. I look horrid, like some freak and I scared Eunice. Please don't be scared okay.
Doctor asked me if I was watching hot guys or ogling at some hunk on the tv :s
But anyway, it'll take 2 weeks to heal completely.
WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO GO 202 BBQ WITH A BLOODY EYE AND TAKE PHOTO WITH IT!!! *exasperated*
My ODAC juniors are all in hongkong now haha.
hinted to them during cycling outing to get us gifts.
hope all is going well for them!
Thursday, January 29, 2009
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JASON!
Today is the 4th day of Chinese New Year.
11 more days to go.
I spent around 6 days in Malaysia - collecting angbaos! :D
Haha I don't really know what to blog about so uploaded some pictures here.
Behind my grandpa's shop. Selling ice - hot demand during CNY!
See they can even play with shoes!
My brother looks retardedddddd.
Today was entertained by some performers from Nanjing. Very impressive indeed :D
After school ate with Kuanlian, did some planning and went for Malay.
To speak the truth, I do feel disappointed.
But all I can do is pray hard that you don't fall prey to that predator.
Today is the 4th day of Chinese New Year.
11 more days to go.
I spent around 6 days in Malaysia - collecting angbaos! :D
Haha I don't really know what to blog about so uploaded some pictures here.
Behind my grandpa's shop. Selling ice - hot demand during CNY!
See they can even play with shoes!
My brother looks retardedddddd.Today was entertained by some performers from Nanjing. Very impressive indeed :D
After school ate with Kuanlian, did some planning and went for Malay.
To speak the truth, I do feel disappointed.
But all I can do is pray hard that you don't fall prey to that predator.
Monday, January 19, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHNGHUIMIN & TINGCHUAN! :D
Hellooooo.
Pictures for you guys to view (for me to keepsake).
I attended Sec 1 Orientation Camp :D
Was a station master for some passing items using body parts thingum.
After Survival challenge then I've got like nothing to do already.
Heard I could just hang around the classes so of course I went to find 202 people yeah?
Donna, Weide, Miaopei and Vivian. Plus at last see this Liang Choon guy lol!
K la if you guys really want details about the camp can like go to other people's blog because I'm kind of lazy to repeat lol! Main point is it was fun working with people and I find out this year Sec 4 2009 students very very nice :D
K I didn't really sleep (maybe like 20 mins?) - couldn't sleep man plus it was bloody cold.
Walked around see people sleeping around (k sounds super wrong but you know what I mean)
Rushed off with Hiok Ann to meet Xiujing at Clementi for Salvation Army CIP thingy.
It was super duper cool - we went to their storehouse where things people donate will be packed before being sent to sell at their branches.
So obviously we packed stuff, counting and all - was a little slack but had fun with ODAC people.
Laughed really hard when Weizhou pressed too hardly on the water cooler thingy and ended up having water shoot up his nose HAHA.
Me and Xiujing went into the shop to see what stuff we could find - in the end we shared to buy Eddie's drama - Tomorrow :D Was a super good steal man!
Decided to sign up as volunteer after that and wanted to have Pastamania for dinner.
Xiujing told me and Jam that Tiong have, then when we alighted from the train she asked us if Tiong has Pastamania! (Almost wanted to faint!)
So we decided to have MOS burger :D Had a really hard time getting the bread out of my teeth eww.
Then after that me and xiujing 'bickered' all the way to the station. Jam says I like have PMS lol!
I think it's because of lack of sleep plus stupid braces wire cutting my lips until MY WHOLE LEFT SIDE OF THE LIP SWELL THE NEXT DAY. Can you imagine?!?! (Trust Wai Hoong to still kajiao me when I asked him for wax :s)
Thus I became crazy & cranky :D
(But jam and xiujing said I'm already like that no need reason to explain -.-)
So for the next day I kept wanting to fall asleep haha!
K anyway a lot of people's siblings in Nanhua this year lol!
And also congrats to Sec 4s last year with outstanding O level results! :D
This thing is like so cool - hardly ever see it in Singapore already! (At the Salvation Army place)
Xiujing!!!!
K la halfway I was so tired I grabbed Xiujing and slept/rest cause there not really much place to sit/lean onto. Jam said we looked like some couple who 重逢 in some MV LOL!
K that's all. Don't say I never blog ah! Next time will be CNY pictures I guess :D
Got my masks today! Hehe
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