Friday, October 12, 2007

rights.
last night was a nightmare.
daddy came home.
i decided to tell him eng, chi, art and malay.
these four which i was quite satisfied with alrdy.
even though it was 60+ only.
but i felt happy for my malay and art really.
& he started targeting me.
one thing was my maths.
i was really unhappy about it like dang you.
stop saying that i nv practise my maths.
true you saw my reading my maths notes.
but that was because i didn't know how to do at first.
of course i would have referred to an example right?
AND I FUCKING PRACTISED LIKE CRAZY.
YOU WERE SLEEPING.
dang you.
you can scold me for any other subject, but not maths.
i thought it was the only subject i can really get an A for.
nvm i shan't go on ranting and torture you guys.

morning checked science paper in auditorium.
as expected i flunked it.
and at first is was 48/100.
became 47/100 cos there was a calculation mistake.
then maths got back. yup
went off to bug tchers after that.
yup. nothing much alrdy.
went to find mr foo during lunch.
at his office.
he's real friendly la (:
and he'll let us take what we want i guess.
thank God.
nearing school end i kinda broke down.
cos i thought of how i'd be telling daddy later.
and i thought of not going home at all.
i went over to mayee's place and i talk and suddenly yeah..
rahh im sorry i didn't mean to break down like an idiot.
guess it was really ugly.
thanks to xianya, mayee and others who comforted me.
im fine alrdy!
just gotta await my fate tmr i guess? yeah.

marks update:

English Language 61.8/100
English Literature 63/100 (I think, forgot)
Higher Chinese 63.25/100
History 65/100
Geography 38/100 39/100 (mdm poon die die find 1 more mark for me so that can pass overall)
Maths 79/100
General Science 47/100
Art 68/100
Malay Special Programme 68.4/100

OVERALL MARKS:
Higher Chinese: 66/100 B3
History 68/100 B3
Literature 62/100 B4 (most probably)
Geography 50.2/100 C6
General Science 58/100 C5

yeah that's all i think.
i'll do quiz later.
stupid xiaodi made me cry last night D:
but he made me not cry too (:
yay ily (:

replies to tags with quiz gonna bath

Thursday, October 11, 2007

thankyou xiaodi (:
i was just way too emotional just now.
<3
today was rather a depressing say for me.
well well well.
the day was spent in the hall mass checking papers.
in order:

English Language 61.8/100
English Literature 63/100 (I think, forgot)
Higher Chinese 63.25/100
History 65/100
Geography 38/100
Art 68/100
Malay Special Programme 68.4/100

how im so dead :/
gonna get back science and maths tmr.
I have totally no idea how to break the news to daddy.
gonna get whacked to death i think.
but i'm over and done with emo-ing.

to ruiqi:
i can tell that you're really sad over your results.
trying to suppress your sadness and all.
i guess i cant compare to you.
but i wanna say that, don't give up on yourself.
if you can't get triple science, i'll go and find the science teachers with you.
we'll talk to them, i'll make sure you can get it.
we shall do better next year yeah?
you're my special friend; ily! (:
cheer up kay! <3

hmm so school's organising in-line skating for us.
plus there's a lot of art exhibition and blah.
and there's this go and see historical sites thingy.

xiaodi's very very pro la.
he's taking double humans & science for first choice.
double science, geog & higher chinese LIT for second choice.
so confirm we can't go same class alrdy.
cos i'll never put geog on my combinations.
helpppp!
which one better?
1. English;Higher Chinese;E Maths;A Maths;Triple Science;Elective History
2. English;Higher Chinese;E Maths;A Maths;Chemistry;Biology;Elective History;Literature
3. English;Higher Chinese;E Maths;A Maths; Chemistry;Physics;Elective History;Literature

i guess my choice would be like that.
& i have no plans to reveal my results today.
maybe tmr, but i'll be discussing with daddy today.
he's got night classes today.
so i thought might as well dont upset him
later he can't study :/

i saw my girls crying when geog was released.
i really wanted to go over and comfort them.
but i thought i was no better myself.
so i just went off and emo-ed a while.
sorry girls :/
i didn't cry; thank God.
i can't imagine myself crying la haha.
alrighttttt. stopppppp alrdy!
i won't cry cos imma strong girl!

then after that i knew abt my girls
they were damn bs over someone.
can you please don't act dumb and disturb my girls with your
"My results are so lousy!" or
"I didn't expect that!"
If you want please come and do it to me.
at least my geography marks are enough for you to brag off yours like crazy alrdy.
Don't rub it in for them; they don't feel good.
I hope you know who you are.

& yeah ytd's thing was a big misunderstanding.
so i owe you guys an apology yeah?
sorry; things are fine again yeah?
im fine with almost all except for 2.
Yijun's a realy cutie (:

& next year we're all gonna be in diff class alrdy.
i think it's kinda confirmed.
huimin and some others are gonna take geography.
im bent on taking hist elective.
cos i can't survive for geography.
but yeah, i hope we really stay in contact?
i'm saying this but deep down i'm really scared.
we'll just fall apart like that D:


REPLIES TO TAGS:DD
mayee: haha okay thankyouuuu! (:
jialat: haha no problem la. we understand one :D thanks for tagging
XIAODI :D: haha thankyou! im really afraid we'll drift apart la. mayee me and you. i'll skate faster (:
km: ?? you are?
RACHEL [202]: hello huisi! :P haha okay la xiexie huisi!
wandong: hello dongdong! (: thanks!

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

rights guys, i decided to break my mini-hiatus.
haven't been blogging recently yeah?
okay just a few days la but still.
was kinda busy watching 1 litre of tears.
i wanna get a disease also. lol.

monday was the last paper for us.
so yeah after that abt half of the class went to have lunch at king albert's
got a whole damn lot of people.
a lot of nanyang and hwachong guys.
then got quite a few seniors mugging there.
was split up due to the lack of long tables.
then halfway i went over to the guy's table.
thus causing them to suddenly play disgusting games.
after that went home with sokhian on 157.
although it was liberation, i didn't feel any good.
cos i feel that i've done badly for eoys.
but im not prepared for the worst
i kinda still expect miracles to happen.
that i won't fail my geog and science.
but oh well; deep down i know it won't happen.
kinda contradicting i guess?
i really think i won't get my triple science history.
though i really want it.

tuesday was spent slacking at home.
watching videos.
i think asou haruto is damn cute la.
plus damn sweet. who wouldn't want a bf like him? lol
bleahs sorry for sidetracking.
then i watched slither.
was damnit gross la.
i was feeling so tensed up.
the monster chasing the girl
then i went like omg faster run run run!
haha then my sis keep stealing dumb glances at me.
that's a successful horror movie i would say.
in the theatres it would be worse la.
cannot run or what.
at home scared can go toilet hahaha.

today was supposed to be a class outing.
but oh wells, thanks to those who went (:
it was wonderful having you guys there
woke up at 10 plus.
ruiqi called to ask me what i'll be wearing.
then im like tio shocked la!
faster bath and all that.
in the end still late for 15 mins.
sorry guys! overslept.
then went to the skating rink.
paid money and all.
and was practically a screaming affair for me at the start.
cos i was too afraid la.
but thanks to mayee (:
she was holding my hand and skating.
and i picked it up quite a while later.

me: don't go so fast leh, i scared i fall.
mayee: aiya hold my hand, dont keep thinking you'll fall. just skate.
me: but i really scared ma, later i fall then die
mayee: aiya if you fall, i'll fall together with you.

hmm. not really significant at first glance.
but it does mean a lot to me.
represents the meaning of true friends (:
saw yangwandong dong dong!
she was being a light bulb lol.
together with her friend and her friend's bf
then after skating we went off at abt 3.
then xiaodi lost his card. LOL
tio guailian-ed a bit then signed some stupid form.
then we all started to be bs abt something la.
went to kfc with the girls, while xiaodi and gang went to eat meepok i think lol.
what's so nice abt mee pok?!?!
then the girls starting saying i like xiaodi.
then started gang-tease me
hello? im innocent okay! >.<
then nvm, started to gang rape me!
omg like wth >< i was only wearing a singlet type of thing ma -.-
then homed with girls.
need to do housework now. sian can.
lilin's one lucky girl.
do housework one month got 500 bucks.
so lucky can! i also want.
then i'll smile doing housework.

i feel i shouldn't say much on that thing we were bs about.
moreover, ruiqi they all have said it quite clearly alrdy.
but i can only say.
you dont have to pull others down with you.
you have the right and choice not to go but
did you think how both of them would feel if you left them out like that?
ah well i have nothing else to say.
& hopefully you guys stop perceiving me as a flirt
cos i was really being friendly.
i talk to almost all kinds of people.
& no, i'm not gonna stop being friendly cos what you guys talk abt me behind my back.
so yeah cheerios, hope you know who you are la.

just now i was bathing and i thought of this:
son of a bitch
i rmb when i was young, still a 8,9 yr old kid.
i first came across this word in well, baywatch.
you know this long-ago show.
which pamela anderson flash her damn big boobs while running to save others?
yeah la that one.
i didn't get what it really meant, just that it's really not a very nice thing to say.
haha so when i realised it, i felt kinda bad.
cos i've been using it on girls o.o
but it was in my mind la.
as in others didn't know abt it.
ahh im so random!

on a more random note,
my letter was read out on 933 yesterday!
haha got quite a lot of mistakes.
and i realised that my letter is damnit long can.
but still, im happy it was read out.
the next date my letter is scheduled to be read it would be on 11th Nov
know what day is it?
hahaha :P
guess bah. i think one particular darling out there knows.
i recorded it down last night and uploaded it
but haven't got any upload-success email
so guess it won't be up yet la.

and those who can go suntec this weekend, pls go!
6 to 7 pm liddat.
on both days.
marcus is going! hahaha.
and he'd be singing the album song WOKEYI!
(: hahaha and lucks to those whose exams are ending alrdy (:
though damn i cannot attend.
haha alright.
think this is getting naggy.
shan't torture you guys anymore :P


REPLIES TO TAGS:DD
Wenkai: haha no problem la. anyway your maths got retake?
mag-GIE: huh what thing hao qin lao? o.o
amelia: haha toot we're free! (: i posted liao la
Kuanlian: <3
XINYING!: haha lazy wait la.
jt: hahaha thankyou (:
cherylchanmalichan: haha yes toot. you heard? didn't know you listen to chinese radio, you look englishy la! lol lucks for eoIs! :P
*;__cHeeZeR: haha okay i link later or smthing?
XIANLAYNE%: hahaha okay (: see how la. most probably can.
Kuanlian: haha update liao!


getting chinese and malay paper tmr :/

Friday, October 5, 2007

WENKAI, GET WELL SOON! (:
we pawn exams, don't let them get to you!

rights blog. last night was disaster D:
i studied till 12 plus.
but not everything went in cos was in 1/4 sleepy mood LOL
then i went to my room to take smthing.
and then i saw my sister sleeping so shuang.
i wanted to take a break.
so i lied down, closed my eyes
and yeah, you're right la i fell asleep.
then 2 plus liddat i suddenly wake up.
then damn perked up.
so went to do notes.
as in write all the formulas and all on a piece of paper
then went back to sleep at 3 plus.
maths paper 1 was okay for me.
i think i did my set notation qns correctly.
cos same as jam must be correct :x
thanks to jam, rachel and whoever who explained the concept to me.
paper 2 was $^%$^%$^
i skipped almost all the qns.
and although i didn't leave any qns totally blank, i didn't finish it
>.< i was stuck at the first qns la.
and i couldn't solve the simlilarity triangle one!
okay most of couldn't except jam.
and the cone qns is so screwed.
why did Pythagoras theorem even exist in the first place?
hate hate hate.
alright i admit im just sore cos i didn't think of using it.
fang-ed. ate and homed with jam.
ruiqi bought donuts D:
i want princess donuts!
and stupid ruiqi bully me.
say i unglam i nv la!
the fries so long how u want me to eat it D:
haha ytd was surfing net
and watched some yangzongwei's videos.
i think he's truely a phenomenon!
he sings well, damn nice. although the omg-im-in-terrible-pain expression could be changed
bleahs. alright.
i made a mistake, mr woodcock & my dna says i love you will only be out on thurs and not on wed.
a big boo boo on my side.
so yeah give some suggestions where we can go on wed?
weisong suggested ice skating.
one more thing, our class outing which is proposed on 26th oct.
will be postponed k?
and on monday we'll be going king albert's park for lunch (:
we'll wait for bb boys and go together.
monday's the last paper.
wo ke yi de :D


REPLIES TO TAGS:DD
ruiqi: big bully! im not unglam okay!
Wenkai: haha he got talk to me la you toot. dont doubt my idol! haha haven meh example?

Thursday, October 4, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA NG JING JING!
this marks our 7 years of friendship, ILY! (:

last night a dead lizard fell on my leg!
eww so disgusted.
& my brother don't dare to pick it up.
neither do i :/
in the end woke daddy up.
cos i was afraid that ants would come.
then after that keep looking on the floor or my feet D:
okay poor qi only had 3 hrs plus of sleep D:
chionging art prep.
haha anyway, it's something to rejoice about!
the last art paper is over! unless you're taking art la
haha jam's one was damnit nice can :/
jealous.
rights so during art joel keep looking at me
cos i was colouring FURIOUSLY.
really haha i think so too.
then he keep tsk me :/
had time to continue my prep work haha.
i keep seeing jialat sleeping.
and xiaodi is pro.
prep work and all that all do in those two hours
still got time sleep damn long la!
kay then after that mr chee came in guailan us.
morning he nv catch my socks
and he still gave me one pair.
and he wants us to pay 2 bucks when it's only 50 cents each.
right. someone said he can quit as tcher alrdy.
sell socks alrdy earn go much. wtf.
then he go guailan lilin.
i think no one wanna give him money luh!
i miss sabar :/
rights after that went to central kfc.
i don't know wtf is wrong with those boys.
i merely went to the table (everyone else was queueing)
to see the poster for student meals fyi.
then the boys were there. sec 1s
and nicholas came back with his food saying: "what the FUCK!"
i merely ignored, didn't do anything
and his friends went: "fuck who? fuck her ah?"
like wtf, what does it has to do with me. bastards.
whoever said that.
and they started laughing.
not nicholas' fault of what.
just those incorrigible juniors.
whoever it is, fucking have some manners.
imagine them going out and doing do to a stranger, what'd people think?
then i went back to the queue feeling freaking pissed.
and they ask me relax lol.
then the attitude damn bad de auntie called may i think.
go guailan jam zzz
homed with yijun and chew.
i shouldn't be here blogging. but oh well.
going mug for maths (:


REPLIES TO TAGS:DD
ruiqi: haha rahh! :D
apple: haha thankyou 202 (: haha see first lo.
[`cHeeZeR ]: haha yeah luh so sian diao one.
mayee: haha yes so sweet thank you dear. i'll post up someday? haha
cLaRa: haha i saw alrdy! hmm looks okay la haha.


oh haha wait. i've got smthing to announce:
MARCUS CAME ONLINE JUST NOW!
OMGOMGOMG *faints!*

haha i go listen wilbur's song damn nice.
no wonder he start listening alrdy also :D
yay (:


LOVE.__202

anyway guys, wanna change the celebration to wed?
got nice movies
mr woodcock or my dna says i love you.
choose? (:

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

let today be 4th october.
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING AMELIA! <3

let's not talk about eoys.
i think i'll start crying over my geog and chi.
so yeah.
ytd after sch went out with kuan, qi, xiujing, lilin and chew.
ate long john
qi slowest as usual -.-
then went library
i copied some lit notes.
and went to get art books. but
still no inspirationnnnnnnnnnnnnn! >.<
then homed with qi and chew.
bought curry chicken :D
then we saw tank tops going for 5 bucks.
and ruiqi say wanna buy for me.
but i must wear lol -.-
cos i told her i dare to buy, but dont dare to wear.
hahahaha then homed and found inspiration on deviantart.
haha imma bad girl i know.
kay shall go source for inspiration now.
and finsh my prep so that i can practice maths.
i'll just reply to tags


REPLIES TO TAGS:DD
ruiqi: hahaha yijun wanna kill me. but it's for entertainment's sake la. i'll go think of something funnier to blog about.
clarkson: hahahaha okay don't try to be funny hor. i clamp your mouth then you know. cannot open hahahaha :0
chester: haha indeed. class chalet take more pics eh? :D
XIAODI :D: haha issit. i think you look pretty much the same. except for the hair HAHA. okay dont be funny like clarkson okay. i toot you.
Michelle: thank you :D
clarkson: lol dont keep come here suan okay. i really clamp your mouth hor. plus ur fingers :0
mayee: hahah crazy girl. hello <3
jialat: you another toot come suan. you and your PRO liverpool teammm :x tootttttttt!
Michelle: haha no problemo! :D
yi ling: hahaha i'll upload after my screwed eoys.
Wenkai: haha he toot de mahhh :x he dont like to smile la. if he smile then wont look so bushuang, lixin worse la. two years also same stunt, look towards left LOL. haha no lah. your sec 1 fun shot very funny :D anyway monday watch what movie? so sian one all nc16 or m18 D: we go town okayyyy! hahaha.
yingxiang: haha thankyou loveeee! (: your blog cant tag D:
[`cHeeZeR ]: aiya dont talk abt eoys alrdy la. i alrdy die for geog like siao. say somemore cry liao.
siying: haha yeah luh! i agree! so cute cannnnnn! go tell her it's cute. if not she'll kill me D:
dawn: hahaha yes correct! from p2 nia damn cute la.
mayee: haha blog alrdy dumboooooo! :D


phew! done :D
good luck to my sister.
PSLE is chicken feet, trust me (:
though i don't say it, i'll be happy if you can come nanhua :D

omg ruiqi started her art all over again.
perfectionist can D:

i'm thinking of changing my braces day to right after eoy.
how?